i decided to ignore that guilt i was talking about weeks ago because i've convinced myself i was being irrational. that's out of the way. i was also going to make some changes to my account, e.g. remove that animation loop from the movie portal because it's useless and doesn't belong where it is. i would have probably made and posted more animations during that 3 months (which would have been a very bad mistake) if it wasn't for me going "it's the movie portal, not the 5-second animation portal" and then giving up when i tried to animate. then i remembered you could post gifs to the art portal. so, i'm going to take that loop down and repost it to the art portal. also, i have a playlist titled "music i liked enough to put here"...i do not know what i was thinking when i made that playlist. maybe i thought it would be private. either way, i'm taking that down as well. i hate it and it was a mistake i will never make again. additionally, if i decide to change my profile picture or banner this month, it's because my memories were trying to kill me again and also falls under the changes to my account.
i hope this title fits this news post, because that's exactly what i'll be doing so i can continue to survive on this site
Phronemophobia
"hey can we just forget everything that happened in the last 3 months"
Forget about what? I have no clue what you are typing about. Heh.
"remove that animation loop from the movie portal because it's useless and doesn't belong where it is"
Excellent idea to move it. Certainly not a useless work though. Every piece of art contributes to your continued improvement. Appreciate all that you create.
"i have a playlist titled 'music i liked enough to put here' ...i hate it and it was a mistake"
You know, I was also working on a music playlist here long ago as a way of organizing my favorite stuff from the Music Portal, but when I added Windows 10 to my computer years ago, it deleted all the star ratings on my mp3 player and that's nearly 10,000 songs over the span of nearly two decades to sort through all over again. I still haven't finished doing that in my free time (close though). As a result, any time I'm in the mood for music, I've focused more on continuing that, rather than on my playlist here. I might go back to it eventually. It's certainly not something to feel ashamed about. If you enjoy the music you had listed, you should have kept it. If you didn't, then that's completely understandable. If you ever make a new playlist, check out bertn1991's music. That delightful goober puts out a wide variety of music to enjoy and is just an all-around great guy to be friends with.
:if i decide to change my profile picture or banner this month, it's because my memories were trying to kill me again"
A new Toggle. A new you. A fresh start!
"...so i can continue to survive on this site"
Just relax. None of the rules are anything particularly strict and the vast majority of users are dorks anyhow. If you don't feel like posting art, enjoy what others have uploaded, instead. You're not even obligated to respond to any of it, either. Indulge in the sights and sounds without worrying about what others think. Treat Newgrounds like a respite from everything else going on. Much better that way.