so i'm a bit lost... again. i did not expect for this week to be worse than last week. i had and have next to no motivation to draw anything, so sumbitting anything on Saturday is out of the question. i did decide to not to leave forever though, so that's one good thing that happened this week. i'll just be so inactive that nobody will notice i'm here until next Saturday or until my next news post. as if anyone would notice i'm here. anyway, here's a thing i made today to make up for not posting tomorrow.

sketch of my favorite computer programming command, toggle(although a bit... off). i will try to finish by saturday. this picture is honestly a bit boring, but it will look better when it's finished

unrelated, but the news that NG was getting more age restricted terrified me for a second, but then i found out that already existing accounts got to stay, so i was relieved. only a bit though, because i already felt out of place here and now i definitively am.

so currently i don't have a real upload pattern. i think that having one would make my life better and i was considering posting every saturday because every other day stresses me out. also, i was considering making myself an art thread because i heard it was a good way to get your art out there, and i have some art that probably wouldn't be accepted as a piece in the art portal but could be shared through an art thread. feel free to share your thoughts i guess

this is basically just my last post but a bit more in depth. i wanted to make a news update about this specifically a couple days ago, but I decided to wait in case it got better. i waited. it did not get better.

i am lost in every aspect possible. i decided that if I take a break on stressors and focus on the important things, i will be able to make my own path out of this mess and stop being so confused about everything. one of those stressors happens to be internet interaction. i know that simply taking a short break from the internet isn't really going to change anything major, but it is enough to stop myself from procrastonating further and start taking real action before things get even worse. for refrence, currently i can't tell if the way i talk in person and online is genuine or if this is all just a delusion and I am an entirely different entity from who i think i am, or who i say i am, or who everyone else says i am

this is a bit ironic, considering that it is supposed to be christmas time..

do not worry about me too much, i will do my best to survive. if you continue to worry, please see this as new lore about toggle's backstory that just dropped

i hope you have a wonderful christmas and a happy new year.

PS: if you decide to write a comment here, i won't look at it until january 2nd or so. i will look at it and most likely react to it, but it will be very late.

self explanatory. expect less from me

(if you are reading this right now, i don't know how you got here but I appreciate you immensely just for finding this post and taking

the time to read it. i encourage you to go look at my art, but i am not going to force or guilt trip you. just knowing that you read this gives me a little more hope for the future)

why does my stuff look so stale? i cant tell what's wrong with it, but i feel as if my art would look better if drawn by someone else. im so confused... maybe it's because there's no background? or shading?? i have no clue

should i upload my art on here (i draw in ibispaintx, i don't have a pen and i usually draw my own animal characters)

hi, im toggle and i made this account because i could. i have no idea what im gonna do with it. might forget about this in a week. if i don't, then i might use it to do something. whatever that is